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World Without End
Convictions are Hard 
2nd-Mar-2008 10:46 pm
It's 11:00pm but I managed to post on my journal today!

For Lent this year I decided to give up fanfiction.  I had been reading an obscene amount of Dasey fics so I felt that this would be a challenge and would actually mean something for me to give up.  Mom gave me until the Friday after Ash Wednesday to decide on what I would give up so I had a little bit of time to adjust.  The first thing was that Thursday morning I found out that Durch Leiden Freude from myneoromance had been updated the week before.  Since Mom gave me that leeway period I read that chapter >.>

Then came the hard part:  resisting the urge to read.  All of a sudden stories that hadn't been updated in months are getting updated and all of the Dasey stories I had been reading mere days before Ash Wednesday have been updated T___T  It is so hard to resist temptation when I get so many email alerts!  I keep all of the messages unread so that I can go on a spree as soon as Lent is over.  But, it gets worse.  I have broken my Lenten promise once... well, really twice >.>  I was on news_jpop when I saw this little summary about a crack fic pairing for Nishikido and Yamapi.  Now, I don't read fanfiction for real people so I thought of it as a funny scenario and read it.  I was chatting with ureshii_na when I realized that it was a fanfiction and I had screwed up.  Since then I have read a Tegomass story (I figured that since it's real people and outside anything I'd normally read it'd be okay) and this "Be a Man Class" in the myneoromance forum.  I justified that in that it is the crazed thoughts of fangirls and another ideal situational type thingie.  Even though I know that someone in the forum (LenxKaho) has taken it upon herself to write the scenario out in chapters T___T 

Overall I feel like a horrible person who can't even keep promises to herself.  This is one of the main reasons why I really want to be able to actually do this one month updating everyday thing.  I want to prove to myself that I actually can be trusted to do or not do something for a long span of time.

To laenavesse:  I hope you feel better today.

To chu_totoro:  If you actually read this, my play asia items are chosen in honor of you.

Play Asia items:  Howl's Moving Castle - Image Symphony Suite, Howl's Moving Castle Piano Solo, Howl's Moving Castle Original Soundtrack, Tonari No Totoro Original Soundtrack, Tonarino Totoro Piano Solo Album, Tonari No Totoro Soundbook, Spirited Away Original Soundtrack, Spirited Away Piano Solo, Spirited Away - Image Album

There are a lot of Miyakazi movie soundtracks @_@  I just picked three from three movies >.>  I have the original soundtrack to Howl's Moving Castle and I can upload it for those interested parties >.<  Just comment and tell me if you're interested.  I don't know if I'd friends lock the post or not.  It depends on my mood.
3rd-Mar-2008 09:26 am (UTC)
I'm Catholic and I feel repeatedly at that stuff >_>

I gave up trying to do the whole Lent thing when I realized the things I was giving up were either a) things I wasn't doing anything so therefore was cheating and b) were things that didn't really hinder my life in anyway to begin with.

>_>; AND. Usually I forgot.


I'm already falling astray from the general concept of religious denomination (I don't mind religion and stuff, and I'm not an atheist. I just question things and don't like the whole "ritual" of everything) so >_>;

btw, this is laena xD; I'm RPing as Sabel on this RP commie no thanks to Relle >_>
4th-Mar-2008 04:56 am (UTC)
7th-Mar-2008 11:24 pm (UTC)
I totally didn't see this earlier but thank youuuuuu~ ^^
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